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Friday, 09 October 2009
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Pepeng, you son*fab*tch!
This day will be forever etched in my memory. It is the day I felt so helpless and inutile. It's when I fear for my mom's life because she was stuck on her room, scared to go out coz the flood outside the room can swallow her whole, and I can't even do anything or say anything to soothe her fear. But instead she even said to me, just pray for me anako. I cried so hard after that call. I don't even know if I can still talk to her after that.
Thank heavens, I have talked to her now. The ordeal is over. I just wish I can go home now and just embrace her.
with my mom. taken 5 days just before the ordeal.
Thursday, 01 October 2009
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Pictures Of...
1. A picture of you in an extreme adventure
zipline
2. A Picture of you drinking
drinking session
3. A picture of you on your birthday, or your favorite holiday
holy week with my family
4. The youngest picture you can find of yourself in digital form
my baby pic
5. A picture of you in one of your favorite outfits
BCBG shirt, diesel jacket, skinny jeans and my converse
6. A picture of you making a goofy face at the camera
silly faces with my sibs
7. An edited picture of you
colored to b&w
8. A picture of a day/night you regret
don't want even remember this day
9. A picture of you being truly yourself
what's up duck?
10. Your most recent picture.
lizadeflor
11. A picture of you when you're heartbroken
di naman halatang heartbroken
12. A picture of you showing off a new haircut / color
my short do circa 05
13. A picture of a time in your life that’s over, but you wish it wasn’t
HS life, my friends would kill me if they see this one.
14. A picture of a time in your life that’s over, and you couldn’t be more thankful that it is.
enough said.
15. A picture of you when you were anything but happy
after breaking up with my college churva circa 04
16. A picture of you that you had no idea was being taken
taken at the subway
17. A picture of you when you were a different person than you are now.
JS Prom night highschool
18. A picture of you with someone you love.
my family posing at the Chocolate Hills
19. A picture of how you’d like the world to see you
single and happy
20. A picture that describes how you’d like to spend every day.
relaxing at the beach
21. A picture of a time when everything was changing.
college graduation, what's next
22. A picture that makes your heart hurt.
with my mom
23. A picture that makes your heart smile
our family's grad pictures
24. A picture of one of your best days of your life
with my girl bestfriends
Thursday, 24 September 2009
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Storms in Life
Sometimes fate is like a small sandstorm that keeps changing directions. You change direction but the sandstorm chases you. You turn again, but the storm adjusts. Over and over you play this out, like some ominous dance with death just before dawn. Why? Because this storm isn't something that blew in from far away, something that has nothing to do with you. This storm is you. Something inside of you. So all you can do is give in to it, step right inside the storm, closing your eyes and plugging up your ears so the sand doesn't get in, and walk through it, step by step. There's no sun there, no moon, no direction, no sense of time. Just fine white sand swirling up into the sky like pulverized bones. That's the kind of sandstorm you need to imagine.
An you really will have to make it through that violent, metaphysical, symbolic storm. No matter how metaphysical or symbolic it might be, make no mistake about it: it will cut through flesh like a thousand razor blades. People will bleed there, and you will bleed too. Hot, red blood. You'll catch that blood in your hands, your own blood and the blood of others.
And once the storm is over you won't remember how you made it through, how you managed to survive. You won't even be sure, in fact, whether the storm is really over. But one thing is certain. When you come out of the storm you won't be the same person who walked in. That's what this storm's all about.
— Haruki Murakami (Kafka on the Shore)
Monday, 22 June 2009
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Reklamo sa Opisina
Bad trip! Blocked na ang YM dito sa office namin. Pano ko na lang machachat ang ate ko na nasa US. Panu ko na lang machachat ang pinsan ko na nag-iisa sa London. Panu na lang ako makikibalita sa mga old friends at ofismates ko? Panu na lang kami mag-uusap na magkakapatid na nasa iba't-ibang lugar (Baguio, Alameda, Makati) Blocked na ang lahat ng social networking at external emails gaya ng friendster, multiply, twitter, facebook, yahoo mail, gmail. Wala man lang bang pwedeng maging libangan dito sa office habang naghihintay ako ng meeting pag gabi? UPY nila!
Buti na lang bukas pa rin ang mga blog sites gaya ng wordpress, livejournal, blogspot at xanga. Magbabasa na lang ako ng buhay-buhay ng ibang tao o kaya magbasa ng balita sa inq7.net. Pero minsan nakakasawa ding magbloghop sa ibang tao, lalo na ang magbasa ng news tungkol sa bansa. Nakakawalang gana. Mas gusto ko na lang magfocus sa sarili ko minsan, kaya gustong-gusto kong naguupdate ng mga profile ko. Narcissism to the fullest ito. Bakit masama bang mahalin ko ang sarili ko? Sabi nga ni Elizabeth gilbert "Never forget that once upon a time, in an unguarded moment, you recognized yourself as a friend." Read More...
Monday, 08 June 2009
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Dilemma
What will you do if you discover that your (boy)friend is cheating on your (girl)friend?
Will you confront your (boy)friend?
Will you tell your (girl)friend?
Or will you just wait for the guy to confess or for the girl to find out?
Read more...
Tuesday, 02 June 2009
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The Boy in the Striped Pyjamas
Speaking of watching too many movies last weekend, I forgot to comment on the Boy in the Striped Pyjamas. By the way, this is not a movie review but just my feelings about the movie.
The Boy in the Striped Pyjamas was a very good film. It moved me so much I still have a hangover from it. I didn't cry when I finished watching the movie, I was too fastened on my seat and was unable to speak when the film credits rolled in. My brother even wondered why I was so stupefied. And when I went to bed, the tears just fell down my pillow. I think I was still so affected by the film's ending. As the tagline says, it is "A timeless story of innocence lost and humanity found."
The Holocaust is a very sensitive topic and it made me crave for more stories and histories on these things. You see, these things didn't interest me before. World History was never my favorite subject but when I watched this movie, i got so engaged on the Holocaust. I recommend everybody to watch this film. It was so absorbing, moving, it makes you feel and think about the past, the Jews, the Germans, the Nazis.
I read the Diary of Anne Frank when I was still in HS but never paid much attention to it, but this June i think I'm gonna read it again. :) Makabili nga rin ng book na The Boy in the Striped Pyjamas.
Monday, 01 June 2009
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Rainy June 1st
It rains almost everyday in Baguio and i've experience that for more than 4 years.
But this weekend when it rained for two consecutive days, it felt like forever. Ang tagal ng ulan, ang tagal tumigil. Ang tagal matuyo ng damit ko. I can't go out coz it was so muddy and wet. Didn't know when i become so intolerant of the rain. The only good thing was it was cold this weekend and it felt soo good to curl in our couch and watched DVD all day long. Sana lang may kayakap para mas masaya Hehehe! :)In 2 days, I have watched Butterfly Effect 1, Butterfly Effect 2, Butterfly Effect: Revelations, He's Just not that into you, The Boy in Striped Pyjamas, Metrosexual and started One Liter of Tears. San ka pa? My eyes were so strained afterwards.
Summer's over. Rainy days are here to stay! Sana umaraw pag weekdays para di maputikan ang puti kong Keds pag pumapasok ng office.(still sooo college!) Just rambling...
lizadeflor
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- Name: flordeliza
- Birthday: 9/16/1982
- Gender: Female
- Member Since: 3/17/2004
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